A Little Bit Lost...

As you've probably noticed, I haven't blogged as of late. I was too busy with work during the Summer but even now when I've had spare time I just couldn't find the motivation to put finger to keyboard. You see I think I'm stuck in a rut in some parts of my life. I don't know what to do next...

So I've been travelling and would go again in the morning but let's be realistic, my bank balance ain't gonna let that happen. So what am I going to do next with my life? When I was younger and people asked "What do you want to be when you grow up?", I never really had an answer. And the problem is I still don't know! Right now I'm in a job that has no prospects of advancement and it just doesn't challenge me anymore and I desperately need a change but these days jobs are few and far between. I mean I loved doing my degree in English and Psych but without a further masters there's not much I can get out of it directly. (This thought never crossed my mind when I picked my course!) I've thought about doing a Masters in Journalism but I know it's sooo hard to get jobs in the media at the mo. 

It's actually starting to really stress me out, I'm thinking about it so much these days. Ugh I think my problem aswell is I'm quite shy and wouldn't put myself out there in fear of looking stupid or hearing No. I know it's so silly but I've just always been that way. I've improved a bit over the years though. Sorry, I'm rambling now, it just helps to write it all down! I do know in the next few years I definitely want to move back to Roscommon and start building a house which of course will take a lot of money which is why I need to get my life on track! In January there's gonna be some changes, I can feel it!

Anyone else out there feel like this or was ever in the same situation? I'd love to hear your views :)

In other news, I have a wisdom tooth coming up for the first time...O.M.Geeee THE PAIN!!! Eh, I don't feel any the wiser :( Went to the cinema Monday with the girls to see Breaking Dawn. I enjoyed it but I'm not a huuuuggge fan, I liked the books and enjoy the films. I'm off this weekend and am so looking forward to it! I can't believe it's nearly December. Ker-a-zy. (I've Winterfied my blog design a little bit, do you like?) Hopefully will get into the regular flow of wittering about my thoughts again!

Love Niesey x